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~Ollowain:iconOllowain:

「 I can feel the pain...  

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Journal Entry: Tue Jul 1, 2008, 9:01 AM
Since two weeks I'm in a practical training and to get there I drive every morning about 5 kilometres in the next town.
This morning I noticed after the half distance that something isn't right with my car. Soon after that the clutch acted up and the engine made awful sounds and the revolutions per minute were extremely high, even if I didn't use the accelerator pedal. In a rotary I turned the car off and restarted it. After that it accelerated ON HIS OWN!!!!!! And my worst nightmare came true when the foot brakes didn't respond...............
I was like: OMGHOLYGRAPSHITNOIHAVETODIEAAARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :dead:
In a show of strength I managed it to slow down the car and in another rotary I turned the car off again and rolled in a nearby parking place... a handicapped parking place...
My heart beated like hell, I was trembling all over and near tears. I don't want to think about what could had happened!!! I'm so glad that the streets were nearly free and no one get into my way... What if I gripped a schoolchild from the nearby primary school... or whatever: Worst case scenario!!!
It isn't fair to start the day like that -.-

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  • Mood: Sadness
  • Reading: Bernhard Hennen - Elfenritter (die Albenmark)
  • Watching: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OPX23G82eBo
  • Playing: Haunting Ground
  • Eating: cookies
  • Drinking: coffee

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 21
  • Current Residence: in the tour bus waiting for Bill
  • Favourite movie: Resident Evil, Battle Royale, the 5th element, Interview with the Vampire
  • Favourite band or musician: Tokio Hotel, Paramore, Breaking Benjamin, Skillet, Avril Lavigne etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Pop
  • Favourite artist: Bill Kaulitz
  • Favourite poet or writer: Bernhard Hennen
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • Wallpaper of choice: Bill Kaulitz
  • Skin of choice: Skin? Hm... I woul wear Bill if I could...
  • Favourite game: Resident Evil series, Silent Hill series, Final Fantasy series
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2
  • Favourite cartoon character: Roadrunner
  • Personal Quote: reality is just another illusion
  • Tools of the Trade: microphone, guitar

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~st-romansky:iconst-romansky: 22 hours 48 minutes ago
thankies for watch!

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~Emi-zone:iconEmi-zone: Jun 30, 2008, 11:44:13 AM
wee thankies for teh faves and add :glomp:

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Cosplay ish good for teh Environment =D

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~Emi-zone:iconEmi-zone: Jun 28, 2008, 4:04:01 AM
thankies for teh fave =3

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Cosplay ish good for teh Environment =D

-Photography is the Invention of Freezing Time upon Shiny Paper- :heart:

Member of SKOF! ~ Kairi/Allen/Namine
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 24, 2008, 10:03:26 AM
someone with such a nice username I HAD to add =D

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~billichliebedich:iconbillichliebedich: Jun 23, 2008, 10:10:28 AM Mood: Love
Thanks for the add

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Ich glaub an dich
Du wirst für mich immer heilig sein
Ich sterb für unsere Unsterblichkeit
Meine Hand von Anfang an über dir
Und irgendwann für das Meer dich zu mir
Ich glaub an dich
~iDance:iconiDance: Jun 16, 2008, 5:30:38 AM
Thanks for the fav! :hug:

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◊ Words offer the means to meaning, and for those who will listen, the enunciation of truth. ◊

♪♫ Ich schrei in die Nacht für Dich ♫♪
~nuffiie:iconnuffiie: Jun 11, 2008, 11:02:46 AM
uff, nee schon lang nich mehr ^^;
ich fahr am 03.08.! also.. flieg, mein ich :XD:

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We only accept the love we think we deserve.
~zaccie:iconzaccie: Jun 11, 2008, 10:50:36 AM
ui...armes ding^^"

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Timeless Memories ~ [link]
Bill Kaulitz NET ~ [link]
92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 11, 2008, 7:57:51 AM
Puh... das is nich soooo einfach zu erklären... ich sag einfach mal Theater- und Prüfungszeit ^^

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 11, 2008, 7:52:17 AM
Yup ^^

Du... wie siehtsn aus... Games Convention? 21.-24.08? Da bist du nicht mehr da, oder?

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~BioHazaRd-Apocalypse:iconBioHazaRd-Apocalypse: Jun 9, 2008, 11:49:45 PM
Thanks for the :+fav: :glomp:

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:blackrose: :blackrose: Cold was my soul, untold was the pain, i faced when you left me a rose in the rain :blackrose: :blackrose:
~nuffiie:iconnuffiie: Jun 9, 2008, 9:32:38 AM
achsooo!
na da gabs doch sicher gleich ne riesen party, oder? ;)

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We only accept the love we think we deserve.
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 9, 2008, 8:55:41 AM
Düsseldorf ^^

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~zaccie:iconzaccie: Jun 8, 2008, 9:34:48 AM
warum bist du net mehr so oft da?

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Timeless Memories ~ [link]
Bill Kaulitz NET ~ [link]
92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 4, 2008, 12:56:41 PM
You're welcome ^^
And thank you very much :hug: :blowkiss:

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~for3veryours:iconfor3veryours: Jun 3, 2008, 11:17:12 AM
hey thanks for the fav hun!
And happy b-day!! I don't know when it was but still:) <3
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 3, 2008, 10:37:22 AM
Danke schöööön :hug: ^^

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 3, 2008, 10:36:50 AM
noja... ich war nich da ^^;

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~Ollowain:iconOllowain: Jun 3, 2008, 10:36:33 AM
dankefööön~ ^^

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~Love Is Dead~

At the temple, there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read Loss, only feel it.
~nuffiie:iconnuffiie: Jun 2, 2008, 5:29:05 AM
du warst UNAVAILABLE, den ganzen tag!!! wie kann das denn sein? :jawdrop: :cries:

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We only accept the love we think we deserve.
~zaccie:iconzaccie: Jun 1, 2008, 9:41:45 AM
happy b-day?? hat nici geburtstag?? Wusst ich net!

H A P P Y B - D A Y !!!!! :iconsuperglompplz:

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Timeless Memories ~ [link]
Bill Kaulitz NET ~ [link]
92% of teens moved on to rap music.
If you're part of the 8% that rock out everyday, put this in your signature.
~nuffiie:iconnuffiie: May 31, 2008, 11:50:32 AM
haaaaaaaaappy birthday, auch hier nochmal! =D :hug: :glomp: :cuddle:

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We only accept the love we think we deserve.
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